BYE

Notes in bed

7 in the morning

Planting the seeds of my vision

The love for my devotion

Thank God I never gave up

So I can unfold

Get up and pick up

The gold from my hard labor

On the floor , I sat

Grounded

Wrote my words in silence

But I sang them all loud

I became my own choir

Letting go of my desk

Getting lost in the farewell

No special playlist

Any sound

Not one reply needed

Or explanation, caption

Forget the opinions

And that never ending answer

Not one chair

In my creative dimension

I fly to all of the lands

Feed myself the abundance

Of all the continents’ gardens

What do I need a plane for?

On every wall

I study, accept,

Heal circumstances

What they got to do with the core

Of my bright, shiny purpose?

I elevate, I draw

I fly to all of the mountains,

All of the seas, another world

I stand, I levitate

For myself I dress

Wholesome whole

I have already arrived

Lifestyle and mindset

A new page

Re-centering

Protecting my self-worth.

-E-

FANTASY

Godly. Greek. Waterfronts.

I am on a vacation

I held my pillow in between my legs,

As if to never let go of the warmth of my waking body

It is so early, lovely

The fragrance of the tuberoses’ nectar

Dives me away…

My mulberry tinted tresses

And jewelry set still on..

Oh, oh, oh, oh, hmm, hmmmm

It is chilly outside

Closed eyes are taking me to paradise

Visions. Silence. Exploration.

An orangeade sunrise to contemplate

On vivid, lucid, deep desires,

Climax peaks and fantasies..

-E-

ZEST

Add a zest of hibiscus petals

To the most and moist sacred parts…

But the ultimate secret to my recipe?

It is made with passion

Passion from my tiptoes

On the white marble,

Reaching for our afternoon tea

As you grab my hips

Drop my robe..

-E-

LETTER TO THE GODS

Tall sunflowers and corn field crops

In you I found love Paris mode

Yellow glasses and a plaid skirt

You sooth my heart after I cry

Calm my fears so I can only hear my call

Dancing and twirling

Less planning more feeling

Knock on my door

Pound on my vibes

Give me lightness

Give me light

Give me quiet

If not give me jazz

With not a word

Get me to morning rebirth

I close all of my eyes

I mean almost

I trust and trust

So I can fly on the back

Of all the birds

Feed my temples leaves and petals

As If spring was never late

Beam me with some sun as if

Winter didn’t exist

Allow me to smile

While all grown

As if my small hands

Picking kindness and candy

Had never changed

As if my life giver’s womb

I had never left

If I can’t see clear

In the dark woods

Full of spiky spirits

And mean bushes

I just know, I have to sit

Breath, Stop the hurt, let go of the burns

So I can hear you from within

Allow me to love

Not think hate

So I don’t become everything

I surround and pronounce

Fill my veins with peace

My mind with the evening’s calm caramel

So I become

The blue of the clouds

on my jeans

Allow me to go away

Without leaving

Just having to stand,

All still

Following the shiny rocks, divine weaves

And greatest wind

Keep me sane

In a bath of faith

I pray everywhere

So I can listen all the time

And freedom can get to me anytime

-E